A RollerCoaster Ride

Some Thoughts Can Only Be Penned Down In Words

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Title : wake up call

Late post.

Had a small Zwinds gathering on saturday night, bbq-ed at ECP. Talked a lot to other people, and realised AJ sucks. I mean, minus-ing away all the people I meet there, everything else just suck big time. But I guess there's no point me whining about it. That night I realised how small our batch is, and how it was a miracle we could support the band when our batch took over. Anyway, I think I've wasted my one whole year, 2009 away. Getting Alevel results for chinese and PW, and I just hope to pass chinese, and leave it behind forever. I swear I am not going to waste my 2010 away, and down the drain. It's Alevel year, it's THE year.

Now I finally understood what my teacher said, when in life people just come and go. They are just passing shadows in your life. They have made a choice, and I hope it's the best for them. All the best. Do continue to keep in touch yea?

Life is a roller coaster, just ride on it.

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In the new year 2010,

It's my Alevel year, and I am gonna work hard, and play less.

- Be more focused in the things I do, esp my studies!

- Do not mug last minutes anymore.

- Do not get to tight up over not important stuff.

- Have a better attitude towards everything!

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Title : 2010

GOODBYE 2009, HELLO 2010, babe.

It's 31st December! Let me have my last post to end this year, and welcome in 2010! Firstly, my blog is going to turn 5 years old. Yeah baby. If I could sum up this year, I would say there's much more downs than ups within this 365 days): Not exactly a happy year for me. Certainly hope that 2010 will be a much better year to come.

2009, my first year in AJC. Frankly speaking, if I dont consider the fabulous people I meet there, I would say life sucked in AJ. Right now, I do regret abit coming to AJ. After seeing all the scary and rigid and stubborn education system it follows. But still, AJ did give me a few surprises. Bad surprise? My results. I seriously am disappointed in how much I deproved after coming to jc): It's really horrible. I really dont want the same thing to happen next year, so I am going to buck up. Good surprise? Meeting diverse people :D

My last day of the year did not go well at all): It wasnt like anything I wanted it to be): In the end, I spent my dinner with my parents at Jack's Place. Great ambience I must say, funny goodies given.

Mum; Me; Dad

Since, I am talking about my family.. It aint a good year for us this year. Something that happened that triggered our relationship, badly. Yes, the pic you see above is just so superficial. Or maybe I should feel blessed that alas, we can have a dinner together, after so long. Since that incident, I have never want to stay home, I just cant feel that love and homey feeling anymore. At home, I just dont want to talk at all. But still, I'm pulling through no matter what.

And then, I still have my awesome friends from secondary school that I can always fall back on.

Gathering with Zwinds.

Even though it's 2009, I still miss those memories in band really badly sometimes. Those friends I made there, are seriously ONE OF A KIND. Cute, crazy, sacarstic, bully, caring, loving, everything else. I just met up with yvonne on saturday. Even though it was just a few short hours, I felt really contented with it. Because we really catched up, and talked a hell lot. I miss you yvonne! I will remember your words "It's just a phone call away" (:

Me and Desiree @ 4e4 gathering 301209

This woman, have been stuck with me for coming 5 years. And despite being in different schools for a year, she have always been there for me. I dont know how to express how much I appreciate this friendship girl! Thanks for a million for all the adivises you had given me, regardless of relationship or studies problem. That journey home with you after gathering is something I wont forget (;

The 8 of us.

This was one occasion where my parents flared up big time): But I found it all worth it. Because I could just some really good time with them. For those that are in AJ with me, we have grown closer. Frankly speaking, I can honestly say that we were there for eachother in times of need when we're in AJ. I werent really close to some of them back in zhs, but through these gatherings, I can honestly say I have became closer to them, and Im glad to have met them. I am honoured to be their friends. One thing I know, they will never walk out of my life in times of need. Never.

AJ Sports Club.

This is one surprise that AJ has given me. And it's a good surprise I guess. May 2009, I received news that I was chosen to be the president. Trust me, I was shocked. I was clueless, helpless. The thought had NEVER crossed my mine. I told myself to push, give it a go. You know what? I am glad I did. Because this is a wonderful batch. Esp the girls, they are all supportive of eachother. And they are MAAAAAAAAD(: Not only they are my great team-mates, they are my great friends. Through this cca, I have got to know many people whom I werent close before in zhs. Getting into this cca and chosing to lead them was something that I did not regret doing. In the year to come, it will be very hectic. And I am determined to bring this team to greater heights. 2010, AJ sports club here we come!

Me; Wenhang - CCA handover July 2009

Because of Sports Club, this special friendship was created(: Ng Wen Hang! Before taking up the post, I did not know her at all. And it's really a blessing for me to have met her and have her as our cca president. She is really a powerful woman. She have been there for me whenever I need someone to talk to. She doesnt mind staying back to study with me, or simply hear me talk my heart out. To her, I am like her sister. Haha, if only she's my biological sister! Instead of a senior-junior relationship, she's like a friend and big sis to me! She is one of the best things that happened to me this year. A great senior and fellow friend(: Even after cca suspension, she's still concerned for me. Ohman, you know you're like no other?

Grace; Lizhen; Sam's baking lesson from me! (After Promos)

To the 3 of them, it's a unique friendship(: They stuck by me through this tough year. Always caring and looking out for me. Making sure my family and cca were okay, if not they will come up with ALL possible advises for me(: I really appreciate them. They are always guiding me in my studies, because I really suck at it. Most of the time. And you know what? They are the ones that keep me on track, not letting me drift of to some other path. I would not have made it without them. 2 words for you three: Thank you(:

Sam; Me; 1/3 of Tzekiat

Dont ask me why I posted this pic, just felt like it :D These are the 3 zhonghuarians in 1309. Before AJ, tzekiat was like a total stranger to me, but now, things are soSO different. During the first few days of orientation, we were there for eachother, and actually til now, we are still there for eachother when we have problems which cant really be told. Oh, and did I mention that when you put me and tzekiat together, we can really talk til the cows come home! :D

Regina!;Aaron; Me @ Blood-drive Dec 2009

Regina might not be in the same class as me anymore, but our friendship remains as close. Aaron and Regina ended up in the same class, very good friends, and I am glad regina had found an awesome class that she really belonged to and most importantly, she's happy with. Despite our really busy schedules, we still sms and talk to eachother, and I really treasure those little moments. Especially when I headed to her home that day to mug, or to the coffeeshop to each sliced fish bee hoon! I love you regina. I know this friendship will be forever. All the best to you for your A's. We will work hard okay? Dont fret woman. Aaron, someone who's not only my working mate, but a great friend that I found and could just hear me pour out my sorrows(:

The greatest thing that happened to me 2009.

Yes, the biggest surprise that AJ gave me. It was unexpected, but I'm glad it happened to me. Because he's the one that pulled me out of everything that I've fallen in. From anything to everything. We met in MG, became friends, and then good friends, and then a fairytale. All I can say is fated(: He had been a pillar of support for me. A whole story started, and I am sure the story will end with a happily ever after. In this year, he had created many small but yet signicant memories for me. He taught me something that couldnt be taught by others. That's love. He is a great gift given to me, and I will treasure it.

2009 had been a tough journey for me. I have been through quite a lot, but I'm sure there is much more to come. I would like to wish all HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010. And all the best!

New year resolution: To be happy and my loved ones to be happy with me too(:

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Why is it so hard to love someone?

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I am sorry and I have learnt my mistake.

Another go.

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Title : SHOP SHOT

SHOPPED TIL I DROPPED!

made them mine:
1 mango white tank basics
1 cottons on top
1 cottons on denim shorts
1 cottons on black/grey shorts
1 cottons on/rubes light purple flats
1 white small sling/hand carry bag
(from JB)
1 dress
1 vintage skirt
1 black leggings
1 dark blue fabric flats

What fanta-bulous christmas with my relatives! Love them to bits(:

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Title : Jingle bell jing bell to you!

THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY(:

Sorry for being in the bad mood just now, but thanks for being there for me(: Everything will be fine, baby(:
三个好人!

It's christmas eve, and would like to wish all
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
May you all spend it with your love ones(:

What shall be my christmas wish this year?

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I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition.
I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition.
I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition.
I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition.
I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition.
I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition.
I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition. I really HATE tuition.

Someone get me out of this shit please?

SANDRA WONG

I am just like any other ordinary girl, who will fantasize over cute and hot guys. But one thing, i live to eat.